YTuesday, July 25, 2006
Good Enough
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It seems the more we talk
The less I have to say
Let's put our differences aside
I wanted to make you proud
But I just got in your way
I found a place where I can hide
Now everything is changing
But I still feel the same
We're running out of time
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
That this is who I am
And its all that I can be
I tried to find myself
Looking inside your eyes
You were all that I was meant to be
There must be something else
Behind all the lies
That you have lead me to believe
Now everyone is saying
That I should find a way
To leave it all behind
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
That this is who I am
And its all that I can be
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
Trying to be like you isn't good enough for me
I wont let you go
I wont let you down
I wont give you up don't you give up on me now
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
That this is who I am
And its all that I can be
What do I have to do
To try to make you see
Trying to be like you isn't good enough for me
What do I have to do
To try to make you
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Thanks Has a.k.a jimmy for this beautiful song.
Living in this life filled with the many unwanteds and hurts that are just madness in heartache and pain that u just resort to self-mutilation to smile that pain away in random tears of euphoria as u reach ur own high as u see the drips of blood just dripping, comforting you, assuring you that u are still human. just letting the pain overcome ur heartache cuz u noe tat physical hurt is nothing compared to that of disappoinment and heartache.
and the tears are just merely salted teardrops that'll evaporate and blood is just blood that'll dry and that high u get is temporary..but that scar will remain.and with the sight of that scar, i long to be reminded of this day- the day that u did it all again. that u tormented and messed with the thoughts in my head.the day u brought me down.the day i long to no longer live.
with this, i get so lost that i cant find myself- right back from where i started..swimming around in circles,and now,
i just really duno wat's left for me to do to try and make you see...
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YSunday, July 02, 2006
In so much darkness comes the light. In the beginning distance of the dark and lonely tunnel comes the end and company. and in the ever-changing world of make believe comes reality.
I don't believe in miracle and neither did i believe in coincidences in the matters of the heart..but you happened and all these strange things happen.
makin me re-think my decision..givin me many reasons to smile again..
I dunno wat this is or what its gona be..but u amaze me in more ways than one..and tickle me each time the handphone beeps or "hello world" comes ringing. stil amazed at the "reflection" infront of me wen im standing infront of you or wen we "wave hands" each time we realise we are each other's mirror image.HAHA. fascinatingly insane..thats what i think of you and me.
Never have i seen this comin..or see this happening at all.
but it's happened and u are now my clown, my happy pill and my light.
and im thankful for ur presence each time i wake up.
i'll always be here for you...not only to hear u laugh and see u flash that sweet smile with those "gurlish" bashful eyes..
but to hear you whine..nag like DAD..and perhaps breakdown like a whimp.
I want to be here. *smiles*
[i hope this is not gona be temporary cuz everything in my life is just not meant to stay long with me]
Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Lauryn Hill
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You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.
You'd be like heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived.
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel.
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.
[Chorus 1]
I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night.
I love you baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray.
Oh pretty baby, now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....
Repeat Chorus 1 [To fade]
I need you baby, and if it's quite all right,
I need you baby to warm a lonely night.
I love you baby. Trust in me when I say:
Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray.
Oh pretty baby, now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....
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laugh at this...haha
[ i look so tensed ]
and another retarded lookin pic..HAHA
AND..this is my "happy pill"..HAHA
THIS is our fave on-screen couple
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